I hate myself today.
I don’t know what’s happening to me.
I hate my face today.
I think I look so shitty.

I have some sweat everywhere.
I’m not even shaved.
My hair all greasy.
I look disgusting.

My eyes are glued.
My lips are chaffed.
My legs are prickling.
And plus I’m stinky today.

How can I date someone with a face like that?
I know you’re gonna dump me again,
And I am gonna cry.

Cause you want a perfect girl,
And I’m not what you expected.
You want a perfect girl,
And I look shitty today.

Maybe I should put some makeup,
And find some crazy outfits.
But I am very tired today
And I don’t care if I’m not pretty.

Should be like these girls,
Skinny and great all the time.
I’m still wearing my slippers
And eat all the candies at home.

I should sleep more,
And stop going out everyday.
I should focus more,
And stop complaining today.

Tell me, How can I date someone with a face like that?
I know you’re gonna dump me again,
And I am gonna cry.

Cause you want a perfect girl,
And I’m not so perfect.
You want a perfect girl,
And I look shitty today.

Tell me, how can I date someone with a face like that?
I know you’re gonna dump me,
And I am gonna cry

the best place!

“When you lose someone you love, they never really leave you. They move into a special place in your heart…”

“I don’t want him in my heart. I want him here with me”

- Frankenweenie, 2012.

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pernah LDR?

nggakpapa. nanyak doang. haha

i’m still the same person

aku masih orang yang sama.

aku masih obsesi banget sama yang namanya boscha! he em. belom keturutan sampek skarang. lagian boscha pake jaoh-jaoh pula! cobak boscha-nya di malang jugak kan enak.

aku masih orang yang sama.

aku masih suka ketawa nggak jelas. nggak paham pun responku jugak ketawa. (abaikan saja orang ini :|)

aku masih nggak terkontrol haha. jalan tenang nggak ada kodok nggak ada sapi tiba-tiba kesandung. tiba-tiba kepentok. jatohin barang dagangan di supermarket. nabrak orang. nabrak motor. nabrak truk.

suaraku masih seaneh dan senyaring dulu. tiap ngomongin orang, yang diomongin pasti noleh dan tau dan sadar kalo diomongin. karna suaraku. apalagi? suasana tenang di kelas, tiba-tiba semua nengok ke arahku. karna suaraku. apalagi? bahkan di saat temen sekelas lupa kelasnya dimana, dia bisa nemu kelas kita dan begitu masuk bilang “HAHAHAHA AKU DENGER KETAWAMU REN!” ato “AKU DENGER SUARAMU REN!” whatever lah. tombol volume-ku emang udah aus. udah bejat.

dan. ternyata. setelah beberapa kali nyangkal, aku sadar aku masih suka cowok yang sama. dari awal masuk kuliah. dan ini semua gara-gara semalem! ternyata aku jugak masih deg-degan begitu dikasih liat fotomu.