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one of my bestfriends said that i’ve never had my heart broken. ’cause i’ve never been in love before.

i’ve never thought about that seriously. i don’t really care about “that-thing”. maybe it simply means that because i’ve never had a boyfriend before, i don’t know what it’s like to have a bf, so that i always feel that being single is quite fun. it’s like “i don’t need a boyfriend to be happy”.

for all this time, i thought that “true love does exist”. ‘love’ itself is not that shallow. but what i talk about in here is a love between a boy and girl. a man and woman. you know… sth like that. romance-thing…

well. maybe. i was too naive.

one of my bestfriends said that i’ve never had my heart broken. ’cause i’ve never been in love before.

i’ve never been in a relationship before.

and lately, i’m starting to think. is that normal?

you know what? even the most beautiful flowers still grow from dirt. even the most beautiful girls in this world have their heart broken.

and i’ve never had.

and! i’m starting to think that TRUE LOVE DOES NOT EXIST.

ya! oh come one! i’ve never seen it before. everyone around me who got married, have their problems. divorces. having affairs. with another married man. another married woman. with single person. with younger person!

what do they think??! i guess they forgot about their promises! i guess they forgot about their children! i guess they forgot they were married!

one of my bestfriends said that i’ve never had my heart broken. ’cause i’ve never been in love before.

but why do i keep crying so much and so easily like this? when i watch a movie like this? it’s not a sad movie. it’s a happy-ending movie. i’m crying for no reason when i watch a such happy-ending movie like this. crying sooooo hard. and now my head feels heavy and hurts.

no. i’m not crying ’cause i’m too happy.

it’s more likely i’m crying ’cause i’m too sad.

don’t you think maybe i want to have a bf soon?

or maybe getting married soon?

or maybe i hate those movies ’cause they keep “telling” us about happily-ever-after things and true-love things and rich-guy-falls-in-love-with-poor-girl things and handsome-playboy-falls-in-love-with-an-ordinary-unpopular-girl things and lovely-popular-girl-falls-in-love-with-nerdy-poor-boy things, which is the most recent things i can’t believe in anymore.

i don’t know.

well. if you think that i’m too narrow or too realistic, make me believe that those things are real then!

one of my bestfriends said that i’ve never had my heart broken. ’cause i’ve never been in love before.

and i guess she’s right.

hi, thankyou soooo much for leaving any comments here. ooxx, moe! ♥

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