enggak kok nggak lupa! serius! aku inget! cuman. lagi “mati” aja kemaren. gimana nggak inget kalo cuman sehari sebelomku? :D

hepi besde my president. 11 agustus! tanggal paling asik abis tanggalku ahahahaha.

tapi… RASANYA! PENGEN BALIK! TERUS NYANGGUPIN JADI BEM! ah ngayal. lagi-lagi ngayal. hidupku disini dan aku jugak super duper seneng disini :D

udahlah. semoga tetep jadi presiden bem paling keren paling wibawa paling tinggi paling populer! haha! dan semoga cuman aku yang jalan ketemunya kayak novel. kayak filem. hahahaha! sama-sama nggak jodoh di binus. ma chung pun jadi. dan ternyata jodohku bukan ma chung lagi. tapi aku masih cinta ma chung ♥ dan kolam renangnya dan soto timlonya dan peng laoshi dan dosen bule ganteng marcin dan temennya yang dari poland entah sapa namanya.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY PRESIDENT! that’s why i’m so in love sama bulan agustus ♥ padahal cuman karna ini bulanku.


having a coke with you…
is even more fun than going to San Sebastian, Irún, Hendaye, Biarritz, Bayonne
or being sick to my stomach on the Travesera de Gracia in Barcelona

partly because in your orange shirt you look like a better happier St. Sebastian
partly because of my love for you
partly because of your love for yoghurt
partly because of the fluorescent orange tulips around the birches
partly because of the secrecy our smiles take on before people and statuary

it is hard to believe when i’m with you that there can be anything as still
as solemn as unpleasantly definitive as statuary when right in front of it
in the warm New York 4 o’clock light we are drifting back and forth
between each other like a tree breathing through its spectacles

and the portrait show seems to have no faces in it at all, just paint
you suddenly wonder why in the world anyone ever did them

I look
at you and I would rather look at you than all the portraits in the world
except possibly for the Polish Rider occasionally and anyway it’s in the Frick
which thank heavens you haven’t gone to yet so we can go together the first time
and the fact that you move so beautifully more or less takes care of futurism
just as at home i never think of the Nude Descending a Staircase or
at a rehearsal a single drawing of Leonardo or Michelangelo that used to wow me
and what good does all the research of the Impressionists do them
when they never got the right person to stand near the tree when the sun sank
or for that matter Marino Marini when he didn’t pick the rider as carefully
as the horse

it seems they were all cheated of some marvelous experience
which is not going to go wasted on me which is why i am telling you about it

“Having a Coke with You” – Frank O’Hara

having a coke w…